also yes.

Before I go and move onto my next jump...
I should uh.
Yes.
Love triangle resolution.
...
Well.
I've never been much for crazy, so they're out.
Also I can't really stand certain types of people.
Really, that leaves two possibilities.
I'm not actually sure if Gawain is genuinely flirting, or acting like a generally chivalrous knight, or whatever.
But its highly probable, I just don't have the time to dedicate to thinking it out.
Gen... Gen seems like a kind of lovesick puppy...?
...
I 'unno. He just seems infatuated.
Or pent up.
Probably pent up.
I mean, I don't want to say it.
But I will say it.
And that is as someone directly related to a god of hearth and home and that sort of stuff, I have a few benefits on understanding those things, really.
And I'm pretty sure when someone, y'know.
...
Secedes from society for an indeterminate period to enjoy themselves.
...
And while that is disturbing, really disturbing to know this, I can't really just erase my own memories, or I would.
There is however a noticeable downwards trend over time, I'm not sure if its related to them noticing anything on my part because I feel as if I bluffed fairly well and the one person in the know was horrified on learning. I feel like it may have to do with spiritual enlightenment redirecting those energies...?
But.
Gen.
Like I don't have a 100% accuracy on this thing (FOR. THE. BETTER. I WISH IT WAS ZERO.).
But I'm not sure if he did anything.
So that's like one hundred sixty years of pent up... uh. That can't be healthy.
So I've concluded that he was neutered at some point, or another.
...
I mean, if I want kids, that serves a problem.
And researching into medical procedures to unsterilize someone seems a bit contrived.
So. I mean.
I'll avoid lampooning anyone's flaws, and putting them out in public and leave it at.
"I probably want a long term relationship that hopefully works out and potentially leads to children."
Gawain is kind of just a chore to be around sometimes.
Gen is probably a eunuch.
Everyone else is too crazy or too shallow for my tastes.
So I'm going to just calmly, and reasonably pass on this and try to let Gawain down violently.
And Gen gently.